– I’m in a weird mood right now. I’m thinking it’s a sign of my upcoming period. I had an unsettling dream where it was my first day of a new semester, but as I was preparing to go to my next class, I realize I don’t know what the class is or where to go at all, and I can’t find my paper that will tell me. I’ve also had several dreams where I meet other guys and I am torn between them and Jason. It’s only been 25 days, I don’t want to think about that.
– Not to say that I haven’t been thinking about that. But yeah, definitely too soon.
– Anyway, I wake up really unsettled, and go about my day feeling just… uncomfortable. On top of that, I have literally nothing to do and no one to talk to and therefore nothing can take my mind off such things and I just kind of soak in it.
– I did make fudge though.
– The band I am listening to while blogging will henceforth be included in my tags.
– I have been trying to write over break too, but I find myself staring at my word documents feeling no inspiration. The thought of never finishing my work and never becoming a writer kills me these days. Also killing me is the difficulty of getting work published. It’s a really hopeless feelings.
–Anyway, I should get to sleep. I have to go home for Christmas tomorrow.
